~CaptureAMoment

So, I wrote a piece and posted it up on my deviant. Please check it out, gimme criticism, though sympathy works just as well X) - it's under ficiton even though it's really nonficiton.
Please read it, tell others about it.

Oh, it's pretty much teen angst, so if that's not your bag, I won't force you to read it (hides ropes and device that forces you to keep your eyes open, and other strange weapons), but it's not 'oh, my life sucks, i really don't want to live, i hate everyone blahblahblah', that kinda cliche, so give it a try por favor. (lol, but in hidsight, it is *kinda* cliche, but hopefully, if I wrote it right, it's tastefully done)



Subscription anyone? There's so many people that I want to feature!



btw - I can't change the 'mood' (who knows why) but pretend it's a combination of angsty/crazy (getting my hair dyed 'rockstar red' and having 4in. cut off). Nothing like a new hairstyle to restart your life.

Clubs

Whaaa...? I took an AP test today?

Yes, you did - World History. You took an hours worth of multiple choice, took a ten minute break and then proceeded to write three essays in 80 minutes....
You essentially learned the course yesterday, all that stuff your teacher was supposed to be teaching you the entire year. BUt you being the idiot that you are decided not to teach yourself until the last few days. -slaps forehead-

Hope I did ok, think I did ok.

Please wish me luck that I get a 4 or above. - I really don't want to spend 1000's of bucks re-taking the course in college.

Send me some luck please!!!


...And a subscription would be nice. But I'd prefer a better grade!!!!

Had to...

Taken from

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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.


I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.


I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.


We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.


I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.


I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.


I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.


I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.


We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.


I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.


I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.


I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.


I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.


I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.


I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.


I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.


I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.


I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.


I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.


I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.


Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong.


Love knows no religion, race, age, or physical disability...so why is gender any different?

So yeah, I had to get the first of 3 shots (as in needles) today... The Gardisil shots, and lemme say, that they really hurt, it hurts to move my arm at all (even though the needle's really small - it goes into the muscle), but I need to update...and I was finally able to download tons of pictures I just took on an SLR, that I'm borrowing for a bit.
The camera is really good, so I hope you guys enjoy despite the pain I'm going through to type this!

Love,
Cassie

P.S. Anyone willing to donate a subscription...?

Holy Shiite.



Over 2,000 pageviews!!!!!

I love you guys. Thank you so much. It felt like the 1K mark was yesterday. -Nostaligic Tear-
Anywho, thank you much.

Anyone want me to specifically take a picture based on a concept (or a smal series) - I'm willing to do it. I doubt anyone will ask, but first come first serve. Whoever asks me first (and I accept) will be the first. I got a DSLR (borrowing from a family friend) for about a bit. Holy Shiite, I want to procreate with this camera and have it's babies, so I should be able to get some pictures out pretty quickly.

to all my watchers, and those who've stoppped by.

Thanks so much,
Cassie (aka Scotty, Deliriously Withdrawn, xCaptureAMomentx, Cali, Bob, Earl...and a million other names depending on the people I'm with, what time of day and where.)



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